Another Try

Last week I decided I would deny the Locked One orgasms for about a week. I wanted to push myself and him, and see how intensified our horniness could get, and then have a big fuck fest this weekend. Although I was using other means for satisfying myself, it's never as good as cumming with the Locked One. So I knew it would be hard for me to not have that for a week. And up until yesterday, I was doing fine with it--missed the sex but didn't have a lot of time to notice, and had some fun tease and denial plans I was looking forward to. But yesterday was past my limit, and I just wanted to have sex. Nothing kinky or complicated, just sex with him. And I didn't want to be in charge anymore, or have to initiate anything. I spent time with some friends in the evening, and when I returned home, I just felt sad. The fun thing that I look forward to every day wasn't in the plans, and so I had to decide what I wanted to do. I ended up handing the key over to him, and we decided to take a break for a while. Why is this harder for me than him? Isn't it supposed to be the other way around?

I've kept him locked up for the better part of a month, but I've unlocked him a lot, and don't feel denied anything when we play that way. And if I've wanted to bottom to him, I just tell him, and he happily obliges. We were both happy with the arrangement. But I have been reading a lot of chastity blogs lately, and felt like I wanted to push limits a bit and see how far we could take things. I've discovered that we are not your typical chastity players. And I'm glad about that.

Five days and counting...

So... here we are, all locked up, for five days. I'm really horny, and I'm trying to stick this out, but I've forgotten why I wanted to go at least a week. I can't see through all the horny that's floating around my brain. I just feel out of sync, and kind of disconnected from him, rather than experiencing "intensified intimacy and attentiveness," which is the claim made by lots of chastity-device manufacturers. I'm not looking to improve my relationship, he's already attentive, and there's no shortage of intimacy between us. Just want to have some kinky fun. And I'm not seeing the fun of this.

More Locking

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working too well???? an bag time

We are doing locking with the pa 5000 still  but it may fit too well. I have had it on most of the time past 2 weeks. For the most part i never know its there. One of the things I  like about being locked up is they I am slightly aroused be the device. This time I forget I am even wearing its at all.  It is kinda funny for so long finding a device that was not painful in the morning, that fit and did not pinch or did not work for some reason has been impossible so now it works too well. I guess that is not all bad

 I  still would like to try a few different devices,  some that i am looking at is  a Lori's  #11,#12c and #12d.  Keyholder is not as jazzed about them as i am, each for different reasons.  Money is one reason for not getting one right now so i hope I keep looking to see what is out there.

tonight i think she has a heavy scene planned for me i have really busy past few weeks  and asked her if she would plan something for me. we have been using a body bag from a friend  http://www.maxcita.com/cottonbb/cotbbpsychoHD/ctbbpsychohd.htm

I am hoping to spend a long time in the bag  along with tease and torcher. It is a great bag and wished we have one ourselves yet something to add to the wish list.

locked and loading  (today anyway)